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I had no idea what should I put for this post title. I just want to tell that my semester 2 result out already. But I don't know yet how is my result. So, I will wait until the registration day for semester 3. I'm hoping that all is well. Eventhough I sat for English 2 Mainstream paper for that semester but still I worry about the GPA. I want to maintain my last GPA and if can I want more. Hehehe This coming semester 3, I hope I can do well cause there are many tough subjects will waiting for me. I don't want to repeat if only I fail one of the subject. No I don't want. I'm not willing I'm just saying and hoping that I can do the best. Guys, wish me all the best of luck okay? ♥

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★ Thanks For Dropped By.Peace And Love ★

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Killing Me Softly

Obviously, tonight my feeling fucked up! How? I can't stop thinking about him. Stupid boyfriend I ever had. But now I title him as my ex boyfriend. 4years 6months is not a short time. Did he feel the same just the way I feel? Oh God, please forgive me if only I being rude. But this is not fucking awesome. This is awful. I'm not going to waste my time think of him. The problem now is he keep on running in my mind. I can't take this anymore. Just now, I accidentaly saw his photo on his aunt's Instagram. Oh my God. I almost shed a tears. Honestly, I miss him. I know this sounds stupid. I think the qoute said, "forgive & forget" is not a good idea. It's not fair. No I'm not going to forget everything when there was me and him. It was too precious. I love him. I love him so much. Only God know and only He know the reason why this thing happened. Remember, I who dumbed him. It's almost 8months. I don't want to be enemy. I want us to befriend. Like other people. That's it. Hell yeah this is the shittest feeling ever. Okay, bye mi amor!

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★ Thanks For Dropped By.Peace And Love ★

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Awake

Blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light. Blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight but I think I'll be alright. One day you will wake up with nothing but you're sorry. You will give back everything you give me. All the games you played, the promises you made. Once upon a time I was falling in love now I was only falling apart. There's nothing I can say, total eclipes of the heart. I know I'll be alright.

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★ Thanks For Dropped By.Peace And Love ★

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Why?

Okay, it's about what's going on in Lahad Datu. Why oh why? What had happened actually. What? The Philippine want it back? Why now? Why don't they do it long time ago? Everyday in newspapers, television, radio and whatsoever, it's all about people in there and military who died in the 'war'. Each day there would be one or more of them died. It touched my heart actually cause the first thing I think was their family. It must be so hard for them to accept but they have to move on. They should proud of them cause they were killed to defend and protect the country. They did a very good job. We who are still sitting here let's offer a prayer to them. Pray for peace and love. We should know that we are very lucky. So, be grateful. :)

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★ Thanks For Dropped By.Peace And Love ★

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Quite Long

How times flies. It's March already. I know, I have no time to update my blog here. Now, I'm enjoying my semester breaks for two weeks ONLY. Done with semester two and here I go, ready for next semester. For the next semester I will have basic kitchen, pastry, food & beverage cost control and Malaysian study. Will struggle hard for this coming semester. Especially during in kitchen. Actually, I'm very excited about it. I want to know how my skill's. Those seniors said that beware of the kitchen's lecturers. Okay then. I'm not that rude to be disobedient. No worry, I'm a good girl. Huhuhu

So far so good. Having a good relationship with juniors, seniors and super seniors. Recently, I went for a camp at Taman Negara Gunung Gading in Lundu. It was a fun camp together with the lecturers. This camp was for the facilitator in MPP; Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar. So, I've been selected. Sir Mu'min elected me cause he said that I can give commitment to the college. Whoaaa! Really haa? I'm not proud of it but I try to give the best for my college and contribute anything that I can. This coming August we will have new election. Our president, Andy Balan will go for his practical soon. So, we gonna have new president. Being a part of them is great. Before the camp, everyone was very quite to each other but then, after the camp we're teasing each one of us. So, in the next coming event I will surely lend my hand.

Now I really feel and enjoy my life as a college student. Every single positive feeling comes and I'm gonna miss that moment in the next 10 years. For sure, I will tell about this to my children. Let them learn from their mummy. Hahahaha But still I wonder how I'm gonna be later. The question will be answer soon. Wait & see. Alright, till then.

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★ Thanks For Dropped By.Peace And Love ★

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