Midnight Wish
Oh how I wish, I wish he was here. Lend me his shoulder when I'm about to cry out. Wish that he could hear all my worries and not judging me. A kiss upon my forehead to calm me down. Never give up to cheer me up. Do something stupid. Hug me tight in his warm arms. Sing me 'I love you' song from Barney for me. Wipe away my tears and say that everything's gonna be okay. Wish he was here with me right now. Look me through the eyes and say that he love me. Oh God, I miss all that. I miss him so badly. I miss to do a lot of thing with him. Our stupid conversation yet a very sweet of you. Why do you have to be so perfect to me? Until I can't let you go. I've tried to mess up with you but still you won it. I guess we were meant to be together. A sweet word comes from a sweet hearted like you. Four years plus is not a small number. I'm lucky that I'm fall in love with you. Long-distance relationship is not that easy for us but luckily we could go through it. Without meeting each other after a year we're in a relationship then we had our first date. So unbelievable. Though we always and always argue and that was all my fault but, you're the one who says sorry. So bad, huh? You know how to entertain me with all your silly spontaneous jokes. You are way too much to let me bear this pain. I miss you so so bad you know? Hope that you will read this. But I know you wouldn't read this. It's okay. And now I'm started to worry about you. Us, everything even me also. I just don't know why and that's why I need you to be here with me. Not just for today but forever. One thing three words for you, I LOVE YOU.
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Can I?
Can I cry out loud?
Can I put my worries away?
Can I be your only one?
Can I be the hardest thing you forget?
Can I run to the end of earth?
Can I lay my head on your chest?
Can I tell you my secret?
Can I spend the night with you?
Can I hold your hands?
I wish I did not fall in love cause now I'm madly in love. It was a beautiful mistake I've made.
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Can I put my worries away?
Can I be your only one?
Can I be the hardest thing you forget?
Can I run to the end of earth?
Can I lay my head on your chest?
Can I tell you my secret?
Can I spend the night with you?
Can I hold your hands?
I wish I did not fall in love cause now I'm madly in love. It was a beautiful mistake I've made.
Bald? Botak? Gundul?
Okay, this was the second time I heard his sexy voice in MTV. Who? Alaaaaaa who else, my sexy baby boy Armando Christian Perez! Hahahaha, maigaddd help me please. I'm too obsess with this man. I think the bald head make him so sexy. Seriously, I'm so addict to him okay. Listening to his song is enough to make me so 'horny'. Hahaha, ;) I love you mi amor.
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Even Adam Levine can't beat him. ♥
What's Up Blogger?
Sepetang bersamaku bersantai atas katil dan melihat ke luar tingkap dari bilikku awan tengah meng-orange. Okay, today my entry was about someone that is so annoy me since Gawai holiday. Who was that person? Nah, let's keep it to myself. I don't want to mention the name cause this blog is public.
Tersebutlah kisah si anak dara ni terjumpa dengan seorang gadis yang asal-usulnya aku pun tak tau. Yang aku tau dia seorang manusia berjantinakan perempuan. Other than that, I really don't even know her and I don't want to know her. Tak payah la aku cerita dari mana aku jumpa orang ni tak penting pun. Okay, yang buat aku rasa menyampah sangat sangat ialah dia ni perepot! About what? She told my boyfie that I'm having fun and drink. Oh please. Ko ingat boyfie aku kan marah akulah? And kitorang ada clash and you suddenly came to him ask for sympathy. Macam tu eh? Sorry baby girl, you are totally wrong. You mess up with the wrong person.
Lepas hari itulah aku mula meluat tengok dia and what even worst! You know what? She text my boyfie before that day happen. Aigoo, unbelievable. What a small world. I wonder how she and he can text each other. So, aku memulakan sesi soal jawablah, with my boyfie. Dia kata perempuan tu yang dulu text dia and I was like --- derrrr and you pleasant to reply her back? So kanji. I was mad okay with both of them. And that girl, pretend that she don't even know me while she's texting my boyfriend. I think I wanna put you into the elephant big ass. If only I knew this before I met her. Eeeee sigi tupi ku ngau tuak amai amai d nyk. Bangka! Geram ehhhh. Stupido! I don't care if you are my friend's relative.
Beberapa hari lepas tu, my boyfie ada datang 'ngabang' to my rumah panjai. :) We took picture together and I make it as my profile picture. Cuba teka apa berlaku lepas tu? Haaa si kanji menyerang Facebook boyfie aku and inbox him. What did she said? " Arap dik bahagia." Hahahahahahahaha, tau pun kau ye? Masih ada harga diri lagi rupanya.
A weeks later, I can't find that user anymore. Hahaha, baliklah ke jalan yang benar wahai manusia.
Okay then, menamatkan entri aku di sini. ♥
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Tersebutlah kisah si anak dara ni terjumpa dengan seorang gadis yang asal-usulnya aku pun tak tau. Yang aku tau dia seorang manusia berjantinakan perempuan. Other than that, I really don't even know her and I don't want to know her. Tak payah la aku cerita dari mana aku jumpa orang ni tak penting pun. Okay, yang buat aku rasa menyampah sangat sangat ialah dia ni perepot! About what? She told my boyfie that I'm having fun and drink. Oh please. Ko ingat boyfie aku kan marah akulah? And kitorang ada clash and you suddenly came to him ask for sympathy. Macam tu eh? Sorry baby girl, you are totally wrong. You mess up with the wrong person.
Lepas hari itulah aku mula meluat tengok dia and what even worst! You know what? She text my boyfie before that day happen. Aigoo, unbelievable. What a small world. I wonder how she and he can text each other. So, aku memulakan sesi soal jawablah, with my boyfie. Dia kata perempuan tu yang dulu text dia and I was like --- derrrr and you pleasant to reply her back? So kanji. I was mad okay with both of them. And that girl, pretend that she don't even know me while she's texting my boyfriend. I think I wanna put you into the elephant big ass. If only I knew this before I met her. Eeeee sigi tupi ku ngau tuak amai amai d nyk. Bangka! Geram ehhhh. Stupido! I don't care if you are my friend's relative.
Beberapa hari lepas tu, my boyfie ada datang 'ngabang' to my rumah panjai. :) We took picture together and I make it as my profile picture. Cuba teka apa berlaku lepas tu? Haaa si kanji menyerang Facebook boyfie aku and inbox him. What did she said? " Arap dik bahagia." Hahahahahahahaha, tau pun kau ye? Masih ada harga diri lagi rupanya.
A weeks later, I can't find that user anymore. Hahaha, baliklah ke jalan yang benar wahai manusia.
Okay then, menamatkan entri aku di sini. ♥
I know you so well, boy I Love You. ;)
Pantai Telekom eh? Hehe
Hai hai hai. Susan was here! Okay, aku tengah bored ni. Tv just on macam tu je. But I'm listening to my fav OST song from Korean drama, Secret Garden, That Man. *haih perlukah mok madah?* :p Aku sangat sangat tidak tahu menahu apa yang ada di kepala ku. Cuma satu, masa aku skype dengan sista aku tdi, "Why he don't try to skype me?" Sigh~ I don't know how to say. Ye laaa, 'enda alah kempuk tanah seberai, enda alah tunduk enti urang udah enggai' ko kami ke Iban. Nemu? Em, jujur aku katakan aku jealous bila ada couple yang skype and calling 24/7. *ada ke?* Hem, tapi apa buleh buat, tahi suda bulat. Eh eh, he's kinda business man. You know what I mean? Bukan yang jual barang or buka kedai tu. Tapi dia ni semacam sifat orang itu la. Dia ni selalu sibuk. Belum kerja lagi dah busy. Sometimes I feel wanna fuck up myself off. What the --- Mulalah rasa tak sedap hati. Banyak persoalan yang timbul di minda. Tak payahlah aku mengada-ngada bagitau dia apa yang aku luahkan ni. Aku sabar je nye pun. Okay okay okay, merepek tak sudah sudah. Back to the topic. Sorry.
Yeahhh, yesterday hang out with my besties. Shir, Thew, 8ter and Chris. Thew called me and asked me to go out. Okay, tak ada masalah nye pun. So, saya tanyalah sapa yang ikut. He said only you and me. Oh, okay then. *a bit curious okay. haha* Then, tukar baju get ready. Tak pernah pun dia keluar sorang, at least one of them will with him. Sampai nye kat depan rumah. Ingatkan memang betul-betul sorang, cisss penipu ka ditipu. Haha, he said what? "8ter ke ngasuh madah kenya." And I was like --- Okay, move on. Heading to parkcity then mall. Shir ada barang mau beli, teman dia beli then saya pergi fotostat my daddy's birth certificated. Sekeping je pun dah 20sen. Masuk jamban pun 20sen. Haih! Lepas tu, Thew kata nak pergi Kidurong Tour sebab belum pernah pergi lagi. *Alahai, apalah sangat kat sana tu, hehe* Lepas beli snacks kat 7days terus pergi sana. Jalan punya jalan, 8ter kata dekat dengan port ada tempat best untuk lepak. Emmm best lah sangat! I can't describe how was the place look like. Hanya kami je lah yang tahu. Haha, keluar simpang port turn right then turn left. Pergi mana? Menara Kidurong laaa. Sampai je kat atas, ahahahaha *biar aku gelak dulu.* Nak tahu apa? Haaaa, adalah binatang kecil kaki bulat, apa tu? Kereta kelisa la. Emm, I guess you know what I'm tryin' to say right? Haha, apa lagi couple tengah 'buat cinta' ler. Yang lucunya? Bila kereta kitorang limpas, eksen-eksen la pulak baca news paper. Hahaha nice cover man. ;) *sorry. takda niat nak ganggu* So, kitorang pun naik atas menara duduk santai kat atas tu dengan cuaca yang sangat panas sambil menikmati snek. Cerita pasal nak future study. Wah! Conversation starts there and let only us know what it is about. Hehe Eh eh, mana cerita pantai telekom? Haaaa ni lah nak story mory. :)
Kat mana pantai telekom ni? Kenapa telekom? Okay, my answer is I DON'T KNOW. I've just knew it from Shir. Hehe, pantai ni kat Similajau. Tak jauh dari kem PLKN. Sampai je kat sana parking kereta depan ntah apa nma tempat tu. Then jalan kaki masuk ke dalam semak. Tak jauh nye pun. Yay! Pantai kan? Apa lagi. Buka selipar main air laaa. Best sangat sangat okay. Pantai kat Tanjung Batu tak sehebat pantai telekom ni. Seriously. The sea and everything. We had a walk by the beach. Chris and 8tersempat lari brapa meter ntahlah. Speechless, memang cantik. Rasa macam nak mandi tapi no baju spare. So, next time lah. Hehe, nak tengok pantai telekom tu macam mana? Haaa jom terjah!
I told ya right? Memang cantik. So, ada plan nak pergi tak? Hehe, kalau nak pergi tu bawalah orang yang lebih dewasa. Untuk keselamatan. :) Okay, end my entry here. I'm sleepy and tired. Adios mi amor. ❤
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Yeahhh, yesterday hang out with my besties. Shir, Thew, 8ter and Chris. Thew called me and asked me to go out. Okay, tak ada masalah nye pun. So, saya tanyalah sapa yang ikut. He said only you and me. Oh, okay then. *a bit curious okay. haha* Then, tukar baju get ready. Tak pernah pun dia keluar sorang, at least one of them will with him. Sampai nye kat depan rumah. Ingatkan memang betul-betul sorang, cisss penipu ka ditipu. Haha, he said what? "8ter ke ngasuh madah kenya." And I was like --- Okay, move on. Heading to parkcity then mall. Shir ada barang mau beli, teman dia beli then saya pergi fotostat my daddy's birth certificated. Sekeping je pun dah 20sen. Masuk jamban pun 20sen. Haih! Lepas tu, Thew kata nak pergi Kidurong Tour sebab belum pernah pergi lagi. *Alahai, apalah sangat kat sana tu, hehe* Lepas beli snacks kat 7days terus pergi sana. Jalan punya jalan, 8ter kata dekat dengan port ada tempat best untuk lepak. Emmm best lah sangat! I can't describe how was the place look like. Hanya kami je lah yang tahu. Haha, keluar simpang port turn right then turn left. Pergi mana? Menara Kidurong laaa. Sampai je kat atas, ahahahaha *biar aku gelak dulu.* Nak tahu apa? Haaaa, adalah binatang kecil kaki bulat, apa tu? Kereta kelisa la. Emm, I guess you know what I'm tryin' to say right? Haha, apa lagi couple tengah 'buat cinta' ler. Yang lucunya? Bila kereta kitorang limpas, eksen-eksen la pulak baca news paper. Hahaha nice cover man. ;) *sorry. takda niat nak ganggu* So, kitorang pun naik atas menara duduk santai kat atas tu dengan cuaca yang sangat panas sambil menikmati snek. Cerita pasal nak future study. Wah! Conversation starts there and let only us know what it is about. Hehe Eh eh, mana cerita pantai telekom? Haaaa ni lah nak story mory. :)
Kat mana pantai telekom ni? Kenapa telekom? Okay, my answer is I DON'T KNOW. I've just knew it from Shir. Hehe, pantai ni kat Similajau. Tak jauh dari kem PLKN. Sampai je kat sana parking kereta depan ntah apa nma tempat tu. Then jalan kaki masuk ke dalam semak. Tak jauh nye pun. Yay! Pantai kan? Apa lagi. Buka selipar main air laaa. Best sangat sangat okay. Pantai kat Tanjung Batu tak sehebat pantai telekom ni. Seriously. The sea and everything. We had a walk by the beach. Chris and 8tersempat lari brapa meter ntahlah. Speechless, memang cantik. Rasa macam nak mandi tapi no baju spare. So, next time lah. Hehe, nak tengok pantai telekom tu macam mana? Haaa jom terjah!
I told ya right? Memang cantik. So, ada plan nak pergi tak? Hehe, kalau nak pergi tu bawalah orang yang lebih dewasa. Untuk keselamatan. :) Okay, end my entry here. I'm sleepy and tired. Adios mi amor. ❤
Never Click Never Know
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it Just for you
And share with you Its beauty
On the days You're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call Your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone
If I could Take your troubles
I would toss them In the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be What I know best
A friend That's always there
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I would do it Just for you
And share with you Its beauty
On the days You're feeling blue
If I could build a mountain
You could call Your very own
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone
If I could Take your troubles
I would toss them In the sea
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be What I know best
A friend That's always there
Dear SEGi College
Okay, this morning I received another 'love' letter from SEGi College. Oh my God, until when you guys stop this thing? So annoy you know? This was the fifth letters from you. *as you seen it in the picture* Aigoo, I'm so not interested with you college. I have my own choice. :D If I really want to go there, I must have been in your college longgggg time ago. The details in the letter were the same. I'm getting bored to read it again and again like, what the ... Okaylaa, see you again lah later. Haha, viva la vavi.
Oppa! Saranghae~
Hi, gorgeous. I just wanna wish my beloved handsome Korean guy that I admire the most a Happy Blessed 23th Birthday Jung Yong Hwa. Saranghae oppa! Muah muah muah! Hahaha, I'm addicted to him okay. He really good in tuning the guitar. His smile, voice, eyes. Aigoo, what a beautiful God's creature. :) By the way, I'm not that too fanatic with K-pop star. Certain celebrities only okay? ;)
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To Have and To Hold
Hi, there. Here I am again. Today's entry is about emm okay just wait. Just read through this and you will know. Hehe, I keep on thinking about my future. That is only happen once in a lifetime. Everyone will have this moment. Guess what? Wedding! Haha, nice huh? Emm, bedau habis belajar agi dah fikir jauh. Haha Well, I want everything perfect on my wedding day. Black and white vintage wedding theme. The gown, accessories, invitation cards, white flowery fondant cake, wedding reception, the decoration, souvenirs, the backdrops, photo shoot, everything!
Talk about photo shoot. A few days ago, my lil sister showed me a professional photographer, Simmonette.T Photography. She had a great wedding, birthday, valentines, pregnancy and etc photography. I really love her photography. One day, I will contact her for my wedding. She was in Sibu.
In a beautiful gorgeous white wedding gown, and a bouquet of fresh red roses in my hand. Walking down the aisle with my handsome daddy. The flower girls sprinkle the roses petals on the floor and follow by my brides maid with their couples. In the same gown and suit. That is so gorgeous!
On the wedding reception, I will only invite the most closest family, relatives and friends from both side. Limited okay. I'm sorry to say. :) Come and bring along the invitation card. Signature. If no invitation card, will not allow to get in. Haha, seriously okay. I want everyone enjoy the memorable day. We share the joy on my wedding day. After that, go for honeymoon. Oh, so sweet!
Alright, I don't want to talk much here. Let's make it real start from now. I want my dreams come true. Okay, got to go now. See ya next time. ;)
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Talk about photo shoot. A few days ago, my lil sister showed me a professional photographer, Simmonette.T Photography. She had a great wedding, birthday, valentines, pregnancy and etc photography. I really love her photography. One day, I will contact her for my wedding. She was in Sibu.
In a beautiful gorgeous white wedding gown, and a bouquet of fresh red roses in my hand. Walking down the aisle with my handsome daddy. The flower girls sprinkle the roses petals on the floor and follow by my brides maid with their couples. In the same gown and suit. That is so gorgeous!
On the wedding reception, I will only invite the most closest family, relatives and friends from both side. Limited okay. I'm sorry to say. :) Come and bring along the invitation card. Signature. If no invitation card, will not allow to get in. Haha, seriously okay. I want everyone enjoy the memorable day. We share the joy on my wedding day. After that, go for honeymoon. Oh, so sweet!
Alright, I don't want to talk much here. Let's make it real start from now. I want my dreams come true. Okay, got to go now. See ya next time. ;)
Eh, itu nama awak eh?
Mushi-mushi. :) Susana was here! Okay, entri hari ni pasal nama orang kat social network. Tak kisahlah Facebook ke Twitter ke Hi5 ke. Em, saya dah lihat ramai account yang guna nama pelik-pelik. Oh my God, please lah. Parent dah bagi nama elok-elok, mereka tukar nama lain. Example, Pwincess Cute, Mat Rempit, Nie cayang Bie and etc. Tak kah menyampah baca nama-nama orang macam tu? Ini bukan sindiran or whatever it call okay. This is really happen to people nowadays. Kalau letak nama sendiri yang original kan bagus. Sedap mata memandang. Orang pun kenal siapa kita yang sebenarnya. Kalau guna nama lain pun, orang kenal kita tu tak apa lah. Ni tak, guna nama lain, pelik lagi aneh pula tu. Memang tak besyukur betul dengan nama yang telah diberi. Yang memberi nama tu bukan orang lain pula, iba bapa sendiri. Spoiled kids! Not mature yet. So, please okay. Don't be too annoying. HAHA (Y)
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Smokey Eyes by Me
Good evening beautiful. Just now I tried to make over my sister. I'm still learning though. I used those two colour from the bottom, grey and blue and a little bit of eye liner(marker).
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New Account
Hello! Just wanna say that I've made new account for Facebook. Why? Because in my first account there were so many strangers wandering. Plus, how can I befriend with thousand of people. Impossible. So, I decide to make new account. Will accept only certain people that I really know. Friend of friend? Sorry. Only friend, my friend. Wanna be my friend? Try to face to face with me. If you annoy me. Don't hope that I will befriend with you. :)
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Sweet & Sour
Hi there. It's been a long yea. Well, I'm busy with preparation of Gawai, I have no time to update here. A lot of work to do. General cleaning and etc. Until the celebration came, much busy than I thought. Plus, before the day, someone had passed away. Taklah meriah sangat. We all respect those family for their lost. Many thing happen all the way this holiday. Bad and good news as well. Spend time with relatives and friends. Tidak lupa juga, with Mr.Love, Joshua. Even in a short time. I really enjoyed and happy! He bought me Barney. :) He treat me at mcD for dinner. Shopping Gawai with him at Parkson. Mamam doughnut Big Apple sama-sama. Awww, rasa macam newly wedd la pulak. Ahaha
26th May; Attended my friend's engagement. Benard & Daisy. Happy to see both of them engaged already. Aku bila gik? Haha emmm I was shocked, why? I've found my long lost friend since we're in Form1, Frenalyn. Duhal cousin Daisy. What a small world. :)
3rd June; Our Prime Minister came to visit my longhouse. Rh Jana Anak Saweng, Batu Matup, Julau. I'm so proud okay. PM tu bukan nye Dato'. :) Yang bestnya, kita masuk tv. Hahaha Funny. Control depan camera. Malu konon. But, it's the best moment I had experienced. Enda kala-kala. Our photo also published at Star Newspaper. Awww, nice huh? Hehe, Well, our PM is a good leader. Sincerely. He also try to speak in Iban, "Segulai sejalai." Haha Remember, 1Malaysia.
9th June; I've lost my friend my classmate, Hendy Liana. It's hard to believe that she's gone forever. She suffered from brain cancer. The last time I visited her, she was pretty well after 3 times operated. But then God took her from us. He loves her more. Aku hanya mampu berserah. Sabar dan mensedekahkan doa kepadanya. She's just a small little girl with a big smile on her face. Never scold whenever she like. Though I knew her just for a little time, but I'm glad to know her and befriend with her. She was our class monitor in 2010(Form 4) and in 2011 she was our school prefect. We had work hard together as a team in English Drama. She was a great friend. She always treat nice to others. Oh God, I miss her now. :'( Rest In Peace my dear friend. You still remain in my mind and heart.
Okay, until here. Catch me up in my next update. ;)
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26th May; Attended my friend's engagement. Benard & Daisy. Happy to see both of them engaged already. Aku bila gik? Haha emmm I was shocked, why? I've found my long lost friend since we're in Form1, Frenalyn. Duhal cousin Daisy. What a small world. :)
3rd June; Our Prime Minister came to visit my longhouse. Rh Jana Anak Saweng, Batu Matup, Julau. I'm so proud okay. PM tu bukan nye Dato'. :) Yang bestnya, kita masuk tv. Hahaha Funny. Control depan camera. Malu konon. But, it's the best moment I had experienced. Enda kala-kala. Our photo also published at Star Newspaper. Awww, nice huh? Hehe, Well, our PM is a good leader. Sincerely. He also try to speak in Iban, "Segulai sejalai." Haha Remember, 1Malaysia.
9th June; I've lost my friend my classmate, Hendy Liana. It's hard to believe that she's gone forever. She suffered from brain cancer. The last time I visited her, she was pretty well after 3 times operated. But then God took her from us. He loves her more. Aku hanya mampu berserah. Sabar dan mensedekahkan doa kepadanya. She's just a small little girl with a big smile on her face. Never scold whenever she like. Though I knew her just for a little time, but I'm glad to know her and befriend with her. She was our class monitor in 2010(Form 4) and in 2011 she was our school prefect. We had work hard together as a team in English Drama. She was a great friend. She always treat nice to others. Oh God, I miss her now. :'( Rest In Peace my dear friend. You still remain in my mind and heart.
Okay, until here. Catch me up in my next update. ;)
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