Someday

Thank to him for letting me go. At last I'm free from that sinful side of him.
I know, God always with me. Forever and always. I never stop praying.
I have a family and friends that always there for me, anytime anywhere and always be there for me.
They never failed to bring happiness in me.
This was the best reason why God create them for me. I thanked You.
Try to blame me that I'm the one who put this thing up?
No, totally wrong. This is not what I want actually.
But, I have to because life must go on right?
It's time for a brand new day.
It's okay not to be okay. As long as I'm free.
I can do anything I want.
One thing for sure, he will regret all this.
Sooner or later. Who knew.
Hye, you know what? I heart you! :)

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Engka

Engka by Ethnic Transmissions. Just focus on the lyrics. It suits me, 80/100%. Maybe. Jauh malam begini memang sesuai mau emotional. Jiwang. Okay, jom terjah.

Dini nuan kini nuan bisi enda lama lalu nuan lenyau. Aku berunding nama kebuah nama ti ngasuh nuan kenya. Engka nya engka tu ngasuh tua bakatu. Engka nuan sigi sayau ka ku tapi nuan malu nadai nemu nyebut kati ngatur jaku ka madah ke aku. Tauka engka nuan sigi nadai ati. Nuan enda peduli nadai madah kini ninggal ku kediri. Engka nadai guna aku ngiga utai ti sigi nadai ba diak.

Ku ka ninga nama berita. Nama gaga nuan gerai tauka enda? Tulis surat kirim meh salam. Ngambi ku nemu pagila lusa. Engka nuan teperasa laban laya tua suba. Engka nadai ku dipeda nuan. Engka ku berumban mai nuan bepangan minta ampun sulu semua penyalah ku. Tauka engka nuan kala patah ati. Nuan alit ati nuan enda berani nuan enggai beraie agi. Ulih ka nuan ninga ati aku ngumbai padah meh kemaya nuan deka pulai.

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Chipsmore!

Hey, it's been a while right? I'm too busy with my daily life. So much thing to do. Problems are everywhere. Dizzy!!! Okay, today I'm baby sitting Mildred Asi with my mummy and sister. That was my cute little cousin. This coming December will be her 2th born day. We had so much fun. Haha, I can't believed that Asi can played along with us. I thought she will be cry and missing her parents. She's a bit afraid of people who's not familiar to her. Small girl, big rounded black eyes, chubby, small red lip. Don't want to nenen and eat a lot! So manchal and mangah. *nda ngipak ke tubuh mit* and at last, she fell asleep while watching BBTV. She's cute! I miss to play with the kids. My little sister now growing up. That day she was born, I was 10. How can I take care of her right? Still a kid. :p
And here it is, Mildred Asi in the house! ♥

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So Wrong

That should be me that not in a good mood.
That should be me who's gonna take some cheers.
That should be me mad at you.
That should be me letting you to text me first.

But, this is so wrong! So unfair to me who suffer a lot before this.
I won't let you put me down. I'm a strong big girl now.
I'm not the girl you think I'm weak in everything.
Thank you for let me be strong enough to fight for this.
Thank you very much!

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Yesterday Was

Sunday Post

From the church heading to Sg. Plan along with my grandpa and grandma. We had our breakfast there and after that going back home. Nothing to do. Captured some pictures of me. No caption. Until I saw a small red spot on my face under my left eye. I don't care about it. Then, me and my sister enjoyed watching the Opera Van Java Awards 2012. I'm sleepy and sleep in the noon until the sun goes down. I woke up and going downstairs to have some hot milo and crackers. Daddy said be ready. We're going to my uncle's homie at Bandar Jaya. So sad that I can't join my friends to the gym. Maybe next time dear. All the way from Kidurong through Jln Nyabau to Bandar Jaya, I tried to capture the rainbow. But, failed! The traffic light and the clouds might envy. We stopped by at the shop in Bandar Jaya, and there I saw the rainbow and I took the picture of it. I don't know why suddenly I'm so eager to capture it. Maybe because of the colourful colour. I smiled cause I did it. :) That was cute little girl named Mildred Asi. I'm going to baby sitting her, maybe. Yesterday was fun. I really enjoyed my day with the little ones while watching some movies and had a bbq thingy. It's time to go home. It's getting late and the emotional moment start again. I hate the feeling. -..-

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Hopeless

I wish I was strong enough to lift alone not both of us,
Now I strong enough to lift alone not both of us.

With lots of  love, Susan

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Part Time Job

Hi there! What a bored Thursday. I just don't know what to do other than facing this small little world yet so useful at the same time. I grabbed some Cloud9. I eat and eat and eat all the time except when I'm sleeping and showering. What the . . . So, I search for a video to learn some tutorial on how to make flower using ribbon. CLICK HERE for more details and here it is. My flowery ribbon! Small and mini flower ribbon.

Hey you guys, why don't you try to do it yourself? It must be fun to see what have you done. Hehe, okay see ya. Wanna find something more interesting. ;)

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Friend

Again, new Friend Request on Facebook. Hey . . .

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Untuk Dia? Aku? Mereka?

Hai. Tuchum! Yeah, sweet. :) What a cold night and I feel so comfort right now. Wish someone can hug me. Anyone? Haha, :p Macamlah oh? In my dream. So sad. Huhu, what goes around comes around baby. Mau share something ini bah. Semalam kan, saya layan lagu jiwang. Okay, jiwanglah sangat! Just for entertain myself actually. Yea, jiwa kacaulah sangat. Lagu apa? Nahhh . . . I picked up some lyrics for you.

• Inikah caramu membalas cintaku, kau nodai cinta yang ku beri. Inikah caramu membalas sayangku, kau lukai sayangku untukmu. Sudah cukup cukup sudah. Cukup sampai disini saja daripada hati gelisah cintaku kau balas dengan dusta. Daripada batin terseksa lebih baik ku pergi saja.

• Engkau yang patut, yang patut memberiku segala. Kerna engkau mampu, ya engkau mampu melakukan apa-apa saja untuk aku. 

• You, do you remember me. Like I remember you. Do you spend your life going back in your mind to that time. Somebody wants you, somebody needs you, somebody dreams about you every single night, somebody can't breath without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.

Nahhh, jiwanglah sangat kan? Lama dah tak layan lagu dari orang seberang. Some of it was true about how I feel. Yea, sometimes the song may describe on how your story. Right? So, aku pilih tiga 'uncharted' lagu ini dari semalam sehingga sekarang ini. Look's like I'm dedicated this song to someone. Hell yeah. Okay, Selamat malam sayang! CLICK HERE ONCE

p/s : Shir, sorry for that second song. ;)  

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Yes, I do.

People change at the time being. Growing up? Fucking up!

"Did you know how many times I cried in the middle of the night? What and who am I crying for? Did you know how many hours I've spent time together in my room? Did you know how many times I lied pretend that I'm alright just because of you? Did you know how many times I had fell asleep with the tears? I woke up in the early morning just to make sure that you text me and sorry for, and it's nothing. Hoping that you treat me like you use to do. Over acting might make you think that I'm desperate. So, let's relax and enjoy. But, failed! Did you notice all that? What you did wasn't enough for you to hurt me more? And you want to give me more than that? Fuck off! Did you know I was waiting for your text and say that you miss me a lot. But, expect the unexpected yea? Shit! You are lost in your own way. Now, I think I don't even know who you are. You are different! You've change a lot! Maybe it's time for us to give our heart a break. For a while? I don't know either. You are way too much. I can't stand it anymore longer. The more I pretend that I'm happy, the more I hurt myself down. This is unfair and this five words when you and I, Thank you for loving me."-Mr.JS

Sadly, SBA.

I know, God never leave me.

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July Cut

Hi, there. Have a blessed Sunday peeps! Well, I just wanna show off! my new hair. Huhu, after six months and today I cut it off more shorter than before. Not boy cut. Actually, it was not my intention to have a cut this morning. Something wandering around my heart and mind. My mummy said she also want to cut her hair. Great! I want it too! Oh my God! I'm keep asking why I did it. But I still don't have the answer. Maybe I should ask someone and let 'em give me the right answer. :) Okay, and here it is.

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From The Window of My Room

Expressin' my thoughts, lettin' my nuts out in the wallsOf sleep, I can't keep it all in the hall clearWhile others keep it inside for the pride they hold dearShoulda been, woulda been, coulda been the copsStop look and listen, you'll get a vision of Hip-HopIndividuals lookin' to the battle the shadows of manSee it all, be it all, you need a planIt takes one man to understand thisLearn fuckin' with a deadly gas, you get burnedFrom the window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, the high costOf livin' it's all given to you, don't lose itEvery man's given a tool, but don't use it
From the window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, the high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up seeThe window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, is high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up see
From the window of my room, the gloom spreadin' acrossThe land of milk and honey, no money to feed the bossFunny the cost of life, cut clean blood streamsOut the body, nobody wants you dreamin' about shortyNo longer don't need a forty to take away any painSo punk me and I'll give you the world exact changeOr quote me and you're never the same, I claim no oneI show none the weakness individuals go forth ya seek thisWherever I roam is home to meYou shogun, look at my enemies try to do meThe influential status, you know the baddestLookie here, show you what that is, bringin' the madnessSadness to those appealin' to any conflictLookin' out my window pane, I see you fallin'What are you, a man or a mouse? The house lightShinin' within, when you begin to live again
From the window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, the high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up seeThe window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, is high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up see
From my window I can seeHumanity, goin' insane GEverybody want respect, but you gotta collectOnly hardcore vatos on the setDon't get me wrong but some rhymes get twistedThere it goes, the pride, you missed itI ain't upset with the motherfucker dissin'Find me in watts when you wanna come hit meSome shit ain't what it seems, in the land of dreamsSome sell their soul to get the creamFrom the teens I don't sling or slang no crackI'm known for bringin' in funky ass rapsSee those magazine crews and I'm a gonerDull interviews with these damn primadonnasUnlike some of these fools on the turfLook like the real thing, but they soft like NerfsSo unrehearsed that it shows in the productNeed to get the fuck out, before you get caught up
From the window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, the high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up seeThe window of my room, I shoot all starsEvery little bit you consume, is high costBreak free, you're selling your soul, for a feeBut all that shit ain't worth it, you burnin' up see

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Hand-made by Me

Hye, beautiful. Yes you. Drop by here for a while please? Thank you. One falling he♥rt for you. :) Just wanna share you something that I love. What is it? Yeah, headband. Yesterday I'm so bored so I tried to make one with one coloured ribbon, purple. I am so envy with those people who had s&s headband. Ohhhh my! I want those so badly! One day I will grab it baby. Okay, and here it is, my hand-made headband.

Tadaaaaa! Guys, how was it? Nice? Yeaaa, first trial look so 'eeuuu' but I'm so satisfied with my own hand-made work. The last two headband was made by me this evening. Just put a little ribbon on it. Simple! After this will make more nicer than this. Hehehe :)

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Single-Double-Triple

Two days didn't update here and here I am back again. Before that, I want to share you about my happiness this few days ago. :) Okay, 3 in 1. Last Wednesday, I'm going out with my friends my course mate at Technical school, Jessifa and Cynthia. We wandering around the mall, gossiping here and there. Laugh out loud and eat together. We had so much fun! It's been a long we didn't do that. Time flies by, it's time to go home. But, my girlfriend Shir text me asked me to wait there. So, me and my friends wait there until they came. Jessifa and Cynthia go home by themselves and me together with my besties. We planned want to have dinner together before Thew heading to Kuching. So, the night was begin. Thew picked us up. Dinner at Sugarbun.

The story starts here. Lalalalalala chit-chat, joking while eating and here there are. They asked me about my problem. I smiled. :) I haven't finished my dinner yet so, let me finish first. "Okay." :D Done with my fish fillet rice and they still curious about it. Awww I love to see you guys like that. ;) Yeahh, as they wish I shared my problem and they gave me a very nice responds. That's why I really love you guys. Thew and 8ter, I never expect that we could had a serious conversation. Thanks a lot! I really appreciate it. Thanks for the advice and everything Shir, Thew and 8ter. Now I wish we could have it again. *senang ati pengudahnya* :) It was a relief after the conversation. After that we went to the Waterfront. It was a windy cold night. A few minutes later, we went to JB. Ahhh, a nice place to be with best friends. Continue our talk about the same human topic! Hate it. Luckily I have a very kind hearted friends like you guys. ;) Nahhh, it's time to go home yet it's going to rain heavily. Tetttt! Something sounds strange there. *only we know* Hehe, three words for you guys! I LOVE YOU! 

p/s : Shir, I know you're reading this. I saw your crystal eyes that day. Don't tapok-tapok. ;)

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Facebook Timeline

I just don't understand why people hate those timeline. Yea, everyone of us have our own opinion about it right? For me, those timeline is nothing so special but, one thing I like about it is. After you set on your privacy setting, when your friend tagged you in a photo or post, you can review it and then whether you want those to appear on your timeline or you just leave it there. That's mean, if you don't approve it means that only your own post will appear on your timeline. That is great. Not like the old interface, when someone tagged you in a photo then it will simply appear on your wall. Right? For me, it doesn't matter whether to have timeline or not. The most important thing is, Friend list. I admit it for the very first time I had this social network, I accept 'strangers' Haha, not mature yet. The privacy setting still low. And now, I'm grown up already. I don't simply add or confirm people. Limited friend list okay. I don't need popularity with this kind of thing and I'm not that type of person who makes friend from social network. :) I don't care what people might say about me. Yang penting aku happy okay? None of their business right? This is my own opinion. So, take it or leave it. :)

p/s : And now I'm waiting for the timeline change automatically.

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First Of July Two Thousand Twelve

Hi, gorgeous. How was your first day of July would be? Well, I hope you guys just doing fine. But not fine for me. Why? I don't know. Last night was the horrible night I had. I cried a lot until my nose get blocked. Why I'm crying? Okay, it's about me and him. Again? Yes, me and my boyfriend.

I can't stand it anymore so I cry and cry and cry. Nobody knows. Yesterday he had a great time with his friend at Damai Beach. So, as usual lah kan? He left me behind and I have no-thing to do cause it's Saturday. Plus, I'm not in a good mood because of that stupid period pain. It's getting late but no text from him. I'm done with my dinner and shower. Then, he text me. Blablabla there's no interesting thing to talk to. He kept telling me he enjoyed himself. Okay, I understand it baby. After he done showered, then he went out again with his friends for 'Ngiling Bidai'. He said that he's tired but still want to go. I'm not in a good mood. You know what? I feel that we're getting apart. We don't spend much time together. Yea I know we're both far. He was too busy with his thing and finish done it when it's time to go to bed. What the --- So, contact each other through phone only. This is so unfair to me. I wait him for a long time and that's what I got? A simple conversation. Am I too 'Queen Control'? I don't know. Please, this is not fair. I understand him but, how about me then? Who's gonna take care of my feelings? Myself? Yea, it's seem to be like that. Cry out is the best way to overcome it. And after that fall asleep with a dried eyes.  Last night I was doing it. Sleep late and this morning I had a 'pretty' eyes and you know what I mean. Eye-bag makes my face look much ugly than before. But, it's okay not to be okay. Okay then, I don't feel want to say more about this. Just let it be. God know what's right for me. This morning I really feel so much blessed. Thank you Lord for you had rescued me. :)

This evening I've made a loaf of bread and Nestum biscuit with mumy and my little sister. We had so much fun. :)

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