Okay, I just want to say that today is our 4th years & 3 months monthsary *doesn't exist actually* Yes, me and Joshua Shampai. I can't believe that we could get through this far. Being a girlfriend of him is great! I love him just the way he is. I can't change him because I've fallen for him at the first time and I said, " I love you." Do you get what I mean?
Let's be clear. When there are some guy that really get your attention, maybe because of his smile? Eyes? Body language? Lips? Style? Attitude? Or even the way he walk. And you are fall in love with him. For example, you love him because of his attitude. This what you're searching for all this time. You thought that he is really good enough for you and you don't wanna let him go.
First, he treat you nice. But then, day by day you and him argue about small things. And you cry out. Why? Because he's not who you knew days, months, years ago. He's different. Well, this is normal. Some of us maybe can stand it and maybe cannot. So, be patience. Unless he change himself to be good ones. Good luck in you relationship. :) Do not betray. Trust each other.
Don't change him for you have fallen for him at the first time.Don't let anyone tell you that you're not strong enough. Don't give up. :)
