Woman's Perception Towards Romantic Man

That is a kind of a question that really makes me want to answer it on behalf of cowboys out there. no matter what type of a music a man listens to, it does not play a vital role in determine either he is is romantic or not..the attitudes, commitment,behavior and such really depend on the surrounding that affect a person's live..being a man always have this responsibility in terms of fulfilling his desire of materialistic commitment and that requires a lot of sacrifices, thus it leads to distraction in terms of emotions as stress really takes its toll on his life. man always want to upgrade himself as much as he wants and that requires a lot of determination. remember, a man is reluctant to talk about his personal problem than woman as such woman has best friends. but a man is impossible to have a best friend who is willing to listen to his life predicament otherwise he looks like a gay but again woman is alright to share her predicament with a best friend or even holding hands. totally fine and not taboo. best friends for man is a conversation over jokes, girls, cars, vacation, future, money, jobs, other friends, sports, beer, smooth criminal and a lot more. life predicament is not in the list for every man as it is the "ego" that hinders him talking about it. one wouldn't notice the hardship of a man as he is really good at deception. that is a real man. not the one who cries over a broken relationship or a fail marriage or being thrown into the darkest part of a sink hole. a man wouldn't do that for god's sake. therefore, it's the ego that keeps them survive. you see, all the predicaments that a man endure take its toll on his physical being and emotional states thus affecting his behaviour, commitment, emotion and attitudes. furthermore, being a romantic person is not related to what type of music but really it relies on the predicament that he refuses to talk about no matter what the consequences are, because he believes he is the only person who is capable to solve it at all costs.

That was an answer for a question sound's "Do u think a guy who listens to country music is more attractive, n romantic, than a guy who doesnt?" 

Well, what can I say. From a simple question to a big big damn answer. I think the answer was right. I'm agree with it. But for me, it depends on the person also. Everyone have there own perception. Right? 

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I Love to be Here

Hye guys! How are ya? Well, I'm pretty fine here. I've started my kitchen class and pastry class already and it was superb fun! Basic Western Cookery teach by Miss Audrey and Mdm. Judy teach Pastry & Bakery. Both of them not bad. But I prefer Mdm Judy. She never get mad at us even we sometimes did it before she asked us to do. Too excited. I told ya before I deeply in love with pastry and bakery thingy. Okay, let me show to ya all.




Choux Paste, American Pancake, Waffles & Banana Muffins




Me & Mohd. Aqbarzikri




The DICA60 Ladies




Sugar Paste with apple pie filling, cream lemon filling and egg tart. Short Crust with sardine filling and Conish pastry filling.

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When You Was My Man

Your pride your ego your needs and your selfish ways. Caused a good strong woman like me to walk out your life. Now you never get to clean up the mess you made and it haunts you everytime you close your eyes.

Too young too dumb to realize that you should bought me flowers and held my hand. Should have gave me all your hours when you had the chance. Take me to every party cause all I wanted to do was dance. Now your baby's dancing but she's dancing with another man.

Do all the things you should have done When You Was My Man. ♥ J S ♥

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Qwertyuiop

I had no idea what should I put for this post title. I just want to tell that my semester 2 result out already. But I don't know yet how is my result. So, I will wait until the registration day for semester 3. I'm hoping that all is well. Eventhough I sat for English 2 Mainstream paper for that semester but still I worry about the GPA. I want to maintain my last GPA and if can I want more. Hehehe This coming semester 3, I hope I can do well cause there are many tough subjects will waiting for me. I don't want to repeat if only I fail one of the subject. No I don't want. I'm not willing I'm just saying and hoping that I can do the best. Guys, wish me all the best of luck okay? ♥

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Killing Me Softly

Obviously, tonight my feeling fucked up! How? I can't stop thinking about him. Stupid boyfriend I ever had. But now I title him as my ex boyfriend. 4years 6months is not a short time. Did he feel the same just the way I feel? Oh God, please forgive me if only I being rude. But this is not fucking awesome. This is awful. I'm not going to waste my time think of him. The problem now is he keep on running in my mind. I can't take this anymore. Just now, I accidentaly saw his photo on his aunt's Instagram. Oh my God. I almost shed a tears. Honestly, I miss him. I know this sounds stupid. I think the qoute said, "forgive & forget" is not a good idea. It's not fair. No I'm not going to forget everything when there was me and him. It was too precious. I love him. I love him so much. Only God know and only He know the reason why this thing happened. Remember, I who dumbed him. It's almost 8months. I don't want to be enemy. I want us to befriend. Like other people. That's it. Hell yeah this is the shittest feeling ever. Okay, bye mi amor!

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Awake

Blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight I'm beginning to see the light. Blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight but I think I'll be alright. One day you will wake up with nothing but you're sorry. You will give back everything you give me. All the games you played, the promises you made. Once upon a time I was falling in love now I was only falling apart. There's nothing I can say, total eclipes of the heart. I know I'll be alright.

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Why?

Okay, it's about what's going on in Lahad Datu. Why oh why? What had happened actually. What? The Philippine want it back? Why now? Why don't they do it long time ago? Everyday in newspapers, television, radio and whatsoever, it's all about people in there and military who died in the 'war'. Each day there would be one or more of them died. It touched my heart actually cause the first thing I think was their family. It must be so hard for them to accept but they have to move on. They should proud of them cause they were killed to defend and protect the country. They did a very good job. We who are still sitting here let's offer a prayer to them. Pray for peace and love. We should know that we are very lucky. So, be grateful. :)

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Quite Long

How times flies. It's March already. I know, I have no time to update my blog here. Now, I'm enjoying my semester breaks for two weeks ONLY. Done with semester two and here I go, ready for next semester. For the next semester I will have basic kitchen, pastry, food & beverage cost control and Malaysian study. Will struggle hard for this coming semester. Especially during in kitchen. Actually, I'm very excited about it. I want to know how my skill's. Those seniors said that beware of the kitchen's lecturers. Okay then. I'm not that rude to be disobedient. No worry, I'm a good girl. Huhuhu

So far so good. Having a good relationship with juniors, seniors and super seniors. Recently, I went for a camp at Taman Negara Gunung Gading in Lundu. It was a fun camp together with the lecturers. This camp was for the facilitator in MPP; Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar. So, I've been selected. Sir Mu'min elected me cause he said that I can give commitment to the college. Whoaaa! Really haa? I'm not proud of it but I try to give the best for my college and contribute anything that I can. This coming August we will have new election. Our president, Andy Balan will go for his practical soon. So, we gonna have new president. Being a part of them is great. Before the camp, everyone was very quite to each other but then, after the camp we're teasing each one of us. So, in the next coming event I will surely lend my hand.

Now I really feel and enjoy my life as a college student. Every single positive feeling comes and I'm gonna miss that moment in the next 10 years. For sure, I will tell about this to my children. Let them learn from their mummy. Hahahaha But still I wonder how I'm gonna be later. The question will be answer soon. Wait & see. Alright, till then.

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January To April's Deal

Okay, I just wanna say about this deal between me and my best girls, Shirley & Jessica. I think it's funny but both of them are way too serious about it. Hahaha What is it about? Okay, they asked me to diet. They want  to see me slim just like before. No dummy tummy. For sure, my cute chubby face will maintain. :P This deal will end on the end of April. The reward for me are, from Shirley headband by Sereni&Shentel and Jessica will give me Barney things! Oh yeah! I love the rewards. But if I fail to do so, they will hack my Facebook account. My Oh My! I hope I can slim down. Sounds funny. But seriously, I want to slim down. Forever. :) Okay, till then!

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I Can't Deny

I can't deny this feeling. I'm feel so stupid. Why should I still remember you even though I know you never remember a little about me. I knew that. And yes, I admit that I still love you. I long for you. I miss everything about us. I wish you were here with me and you would no longer be just history. This is so sad. At first, it's really hard for me to accept it but then I could managed myself until now. What's still bothering me is the feeling towards you. I don't know why even you treat me that way. I can forgive but I can't forget. Whatever it is, obviously I MISS YOU :'(

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Hellooooooooo

It's been a long I didn't post here. Well, wanna wish you guys a Happy New Year 2013. Hope for a better life in this year. And yes, I'm in semester 2 now. How time flies by. I'm so happy and thankful to God, my family and lecturers I got 3.78 for my GPA. Dean list? Yea. So proud of myself. Hope I can do the best in future. Well, I have no much to say. Till next! Bye.

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Dont Stop Me

Dear someone,

Dont you know that I really miss you? Dont you know that I really want to have you forever? Wont you be my soulmate for now and ever? I want you to be the first and last among the rest. I want us to be together like we used to be. You know what? Im the one who suppose to say good morning and good night to you. Keep you calm whenever you are down. I should hold your hand and hug you tightly. I miss the precious moment we had made. Until now, I still wonder what and why. I have so much things to say, but its okay. Obviously, I still remember you are the one for me. I know this sound stupid. Can someone tell him? All I want for him, hope he doing well. Study smart to achieve his dream. Make his family proud of him. Prove to someone that have negative thinking about him.
Hoping for the best for his future undertaking. 

God bless you my dear. Thank you for everything.

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Wake Me Up When September End

It's been a while right? I kinda miss to do this kind of things. I rarely online so now I took this opportunity to do whatever I want. I updated this post on my bed in the hostel. What a boring place. But what can I do, I have to.

As I realize, its been a month I'm here *SATT College* Thanks for a good hospitality and co-operation from everyone here. Even though there's a few people here and there that annoyed me the most. No need for me to mention it here. Over all, all the students and lecturers are pretty awesome! I make friends with different race and age. Its great! We teasing each other. Joke here and there also with the lecturer. I had a super duper awesome lecturer. A lady! Named Jacqueline Joana, Miss Jac. She teach us FDS, Foodservice Hygiene & Sanitation. This subject is awesome. Easy to catch up and score too. I hope so. And I had this handsome smart Malay lecturer. Named, Abang Fhaeizdhyall. How to pronounce his name? No one know, just call him Sir Fhaeiz. He teach us Foundation English 1. He speak English very well than Malay. Weird~ Haha okay, enough with the lecturers.

I feel grateful to God for giving me this chance to live another day. Without Him I might not get this far and my family as well. Thank to them for everything they did to me. I'm having my new life, new chapter. This is the chapter 1. Thank God it went very well. Nothing's impossible to the thing you want to do. You want a good one, then you get the good one. You want a bad one, then you will get the bad one. Sometimes, we have to hear our own opinion. If that's right for our self. Okay, till then. Once I have time to update, I will make it.

Young, wild & dangerous.

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New Month New Me

Hye, it's been a while right? I've nothing much to say. Hope you guys have a great holidays with the love ones. How about me? What will I do this holiday? Naah! I'm going to Kuching less than 5days, maybe. SATT College is waiting for me. Yea right. Haha New life will start and change everything. Me will change? I don't think so. The old me will still me. What I mean is, yeaaa student life might be very busy right? So, less time on this kind of social network. Thanked to God for giving me a new breath. He had a big plan for me. I know. I adore Him! wish me all the best okay? I love you! Okay, until next time. Hugs & kisses! ;)

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Someday

Thank to him for letting me go. At last I'm free from that sinful side of him.
I know, God always with me. Forever and always. I never stop praying.
I have a family and friends that always there for me, anytime anywhere and always be there for me.
They never failed to bring happiness in me.
This was the best reason why God create them for me. I thanked You.
Try to blame me that I'm the one who put this thing up?
No, totally wrong. This is not what I want actually.
But, I have to because life must go on right?
It's time for a brand new day.
It's okay not to be okay. As long as I'm free.
I can do anything I want.
One thing for sure, he will regret all this.
Sooner or later. Who knew.
Hye, you know what? I heart you! :)

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Engka

Engka by Ethnic Transmissions. Just focus on the lyrics. It suits me, 80/100%. Maybe. Jauh malam begini memang sesuai mau emotional. Jiwang. Okay, jom terjah.

Dini nuan kini nuan bisi enda lama lalu nuan lenyau. Aku berunding nama kebuah nama ti ngasuh nuan kenya. Engka nya engka tu ngasuh tua bakatu. Engka nuan sigi sayau ka ku tapi nuan malu nadai nemu nyebut kati ngatur jaku ka madah ke aku. Tauka engka nuan sigi nadai ati. Nuan enda peduli nadai madah kini ninggal ku kediri. Engka nadai guna aku ngiga utai ti sigi nadai ba diak.

Ku ka ninga nama berita. Nama gaga nuan gerai tauka enda? Tulis surat kirim meh salam. Ngambi ku nemu pagila lusa. Engka nuan teperasa laban laya tua suba. Engka nadai ku dipeda nuan. Engka ku berumban mai nuan bepangan minta ampun sulu semua penyalah ku. Tauka engka nuan kala patah ati. Nuan alit ati nuan enda berani nuan enggai beraie agi. Ulih ka nuan ninga ati aku ngumbai padah meh kemaya nuan deka pulai.

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Chipsmore!

Hey, it's been a while right? I'm too busy with my daily life. So much thing to do. Problems are everywhere. Dizzy!!! Okay, today I'm baby sitting Mildred Asi with my mummy and sister. That was my cute little cousin. This coming December will be her 2th born day. We had so much fun. Haha, I can't believed that Asi can played along with us. I thought she will be cry and missing her parents. She's a bit afraid of people who's not familiar to her. Small girl, big rounded black eyes, chubby, small red lip. Don't want to nenen and eat a lot! So manchal and mangah. *nda ngipak ke tubuh mit* and at last, she fell asleep while watching BBTV. She's cute! I miss to play with the kids. My little sister now growing up. That day she was born, I was 10. How can I take care of her right? Still a kid. :p
And here it is, Mildred Asi in the house! ♥

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So Wrong

That should be me that not in a good mood.
That should be me who's gonna take some cheers.
That should be me mad at you.
That should be me letting you to text me first.

But, this is so wrong! So unfair to me who suffer a lot before this.
I won't let you put me down. I'm a strong big girl now.
I'm not the girl you think I'm weak in everything.
Thank you for let me be strong enough to fight for this.
Thank you very much!

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Yesterday Was

Sunday Post

From the church heading to Sg. Plan along with my grandpa and grandma. We had our breakfast there and after that going back home. Nothing to do. Captured some pictures of me. No caption. Until I saw a small red spot on my face under my left eye. I don't care about it. Then, me and my sister enjoyed watching the Opera Van Java Awards 2012. I'm sleepy and sleep in the noon until the sun goes down. I woke up and going downstairs to have some hot milo and crackers. Daddy said be ready. We're going to my uncle's homie at Bandar Jaya. So sad that I can't join my friends to the gym. Maybe next time dear. All the way from Kidurong through Jln Nyabau to Bandar Jaya, I tried to capture the rainbow. But, failed! The traffic light and the clouds might envy. We stopped by at the shop in Bandar Jaya, and there I saw the rainbow and I took the picture of it. I don't know why suddenly I'm so eager to capture it. Maybe because of the colourful colour. I smiled cause I did it. :) That was cute little girl named Mildred Asi. I'm going to baby sitting her, maybe. Yesterday was fun. I really enjoyed my day with the little ones while watching some movies and had a bbq thingy. It's time to go home. It's getting late and the emotional moment start again. I hate the feeling. -..-

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Hopeless

I wish I was strong enough to lift alone not both of us,
Now I strong enough to lift alone not both of us.

With lots of  love, Susan

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